in case you haven't noticed...

this blog has taken a huge turn. i have issues. major problems. been through a lot. and i'm trying to deal. it's been hard sometimes trying to open up because i wanted to forget certain things so much that i actually did forget them! but forgetting doesn't help. it's time to share my story in detail, as, slowly, i'm getting more and more comfortable opening up. so from now on, this is mostly going to be my story, a story of rape and betrayal. at least until i'm better.